So this is short and sweet but I finally found the video I had been looking for, for so long. It is a talk of awakening from a man named Bruce Joel Rubin. Just an ordinary person like you or I. He talks about what his experience was like through a talk with Paul Hedderman. He worked on such films as Ghost, Jacobs Ladder, and Deep Impact.
He is known to teach kundalini yoga transmissions and holds SIG (self-inquiry discussion group) retreats. Without further ado!
Also I will be having an update soon with a talk and guidance of Illona from Liberation Unleashed. She is working with people and guiding them to bring a cooperation between heart and mind and to show the two that they are not separate but one love abiding marriage. This is the best way I can describe what I went through when she had done a guiding. The guiding is now up.