To call you a seeker, you are being mislead.
However this is the only way in which the words can be transmitted to you, the delusional part of you isn’t you at all. In fact tracing it back, you will see that the delusional part that considers itself a seeker, is only a thought on a thought on a thought. Until this is peeled away, you will not see what you are not.
This post is going to be simple:
Stop reading about “I Am That”. For this is misleading in the beginning stages of awakening. The transmission of this is correct, however, because the filter of thought is on, the intellect takes over and puts some value and misconception on it. So again, THROW AWAY I AM THIS OR THAT. Presently you do not understand what it means; this doesn’t mean that understanding is not there, it just means that you aren’t seeing it without all the mud on it.
Secondly stop the meditations about I AM, this is a distraction as well. If you are going to meditate, watch thoughts and how they work. Come to find out what is going on there, once you understand and see how thoughts latch onto each other, you will see the mechanics of illusion, and how wonderfully beautiful it is. These things do not need to be avoided or repressed, because they happen regardless of whether you coin it “yours” or not.
Finally, You are not you. The I am is the obstacle because there is a thought that’s saying “I am this” which is nothing more than any other thought. You is also a thought generated by this false sense of self. Get rid of the thought of self, that is misleading as well. See that all these things are just thoughts attaching themselves to each other to make a bundle of reactions. They are all part of the the cinema but there is no viewer, even the “viewer” is part of the cinema. There is no “you”, or “I”, or “Self”. Sight and clarity of those will come with awakening from the dream.
I and self are just thoughts, nothing more… kind of like a wave in the ocean. It is nothing more than a wave, not any more special than the next, they all are part of the ocean.
No One is Home, that body will live its life, whether the thought of self coins it as being its life or not. Things will continue just like they have been regardless, there is no experiencer. Stop believing that BS you keep selling yourself.
Now let “Your Sight” convert into Sight Happening and let there be Seeing instead of “I’m Seeing.” There is no I
That which stands alone.
Oh and P.S. Merry Christmas All!! 🙂