Free in life as life

So I just wanted to make a quick update on where I am right now in this awakening process. I had awakened about a year ago to the fact that there is no you or the rather that the you, that you thought you were is not it. Instead i’ve been sitting with it, dealing with these impressions that we seem to mistake ourselves to be when really they are only a conglomerate of various beliefs, concepts, and ideas the mind organizes into this very intricate thing we call a me. After that happened, I didn’t know where to begin, however the journey had begun whether I knew it or not.

I finally clearly see that everything is happening within, and there is no out there. It all is manufactured within which is what makes it so beautiful. It makes whatever you are a creator, whether you’re creating without consciously knowing it or creating while consciously knowing it. I’m sure there will be tons of people that would say, “well that too is just an impression or thought” and of course you are completely right in that if the mind takes it conceptually, it is just that. But let inner sight be the guide on this one and you will see this has always been happening whether you’ve been aware of it or not.

This then leads me to my next update on where I want to be now that I’m free to pursue what I want. That is that I’ve become re-interested in the vibrations of the human body and of life in general and the chakra systems (yes i will eventually have a separate section dedicated to the chakras.) I have purchased a number of books that are pertaining to the subject for I’ve now made the affirmation that I want to be a healer/mystic whatever that entails haha. If I can be anything and raise my human organism to any plain of perception, why not help others along the way to truth and health? If you’re curious on which books I’ve decided to dive into for Chakras, I’ll give you a list down below:

Thanks for the Root Chakra Mala!

image via compassionmalas

I have recently taken a sort of different direction post awakening to the no self approach and have been working on this tremendous gift that allows the experiencing of this wonderful reality. In doing so, I have been working on my chakras lately and have been reading up on what it means to allow the our human vehicles to be as receptive as possible to all the life that surrounds us whether it be inward or outward. So with that being said I would like to make this post short and sweet and leave a few kind words to a purchase that I just made which is this beautiful bead mala on the left hand side. The picture definitely doesn’t do it justice but was hand crafted by a wonderful young woman by the name of Laura.

She is the owner of an etsy store called compassionmalas and has dedicated a chunk of her time to making prayer bead malas that suit specific needs, and in my case was looking for something to progress my opening of the root chakra. For this typically ruby, garnet, hematite, and later found out that bloodstone helps with the opening of the lower four chakras (its mainly a catalyst for the heart chakra.) This mala was made out of bloodstone and garnet and first known feeling that I had when I put it on was a lift in mental weight. I don’t know if it was coincidence or what but when I put it on, there was a sort of lightness that overcame me.

I’ve come to the conclusion that because It was made with so much time and love from Laura and the fact that it is aiding in my balancing that it had an immediate affect on me. I just thought I would blog and thank her wholeheartedly for her efforts.

One last thing is that I had asked her if she had some prayers or insights that she could add to the mala before shipping, and she came through for me. Not just prayers (two actually) but gave me some history behind the mala and prayers. She sent it in a very sweet letter and even suggested me a book which pertained to my current interests.

So this post is dedicated to you Laura of compassionmalas on Etsy, you’re a sweetheart and thank you!